Reenie's Ramblings

It's interesting. Life. What people face in a year.... A lifetime. How it affects them. Where growth comes in. Where loss destroys. I recently read over all correspondence with my biological mother from the beginning. Partly to try and understand where everything went wrong. Where did it break down? That, and also partly because my heart is finally feeling strong enough to go there. I haven't made sense of it, but it was interesting how I hurt at reading the dialog we shared that was tender and kind. Also interesting, how I feel able to forgive and how I hope for peace for her. We may never understand why people do the things they do. We may never understand why people are the way they are. We may not need to. I wish I could change what has been done. I wish I could have been given a different outcome. I could wish for all kinds of things but the truth is, everything happens for a reason. It sounds like a cliche, but it's true. What we endure, what we c