Reenie's Ramblings

 She could feel it. The fading away to nothing. The slipping into the cracks and folds of existence. The weight of it all was so heavy, and she felt her drive and her joy disappearing. Each day she felt pieces of her core being chipped away by the merciless injustice that was pummeling her, over and over again. Everything she had given, everything she had done, didn't seem to matter anymore. Sorrow was a well-known and much-visited friend. Defeat. She never thought she would reach defeat, but here she was, standing at the doorstep of defeat, trying to find the strength to step back from it. Angry. She was so angry that she wasn't strong enough to overcome it all.  Angry that she let those who harmed her have space in her thoughts.  Angry that things beyond her control still hurt her heart. Angry that she couldn't "snap out of it". Angry that she gave to those who didn't care about what was given. Tired. She was so tired, so weary, it was almost a miracle she f